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Release your inhibitions. Whatever's holding you back, let it go. Whoever's controlling you, make them stop. And whatever you do, follow your heart. You're mind filled with others' opinions are filled with clouded judgement. You know what's best for you in the end, and often experience is the best advice. Write your own story.

All this time, I've let someone write my values, write my actions, guide my life through this endless drama... and in the end, this drama has been my trauma. By the time I realized what has controlled my life... I've began to regret.

Finally its time for me to turn back and reflect. What has it taught me... where has this advice taken me. The road I've taken was not always paved... often case not even mapped... but I've taken the stones casted on me and turned them into pains of experience. Enduring these things have made my journey memorable... and with these wounds I have come to appreciate the road most travelled. Though you may be exploring, theres a difference between exploring and getting lost. Don't wander off, and don't get caught in the trap of "curiosity", though it didn't kill the cat, it made kittens. Whether you're prepared for these consequences or not, to find out after the damage has been dealt isn't elightening, infact often case burden bringing. If you're like me... sometimes you're not playing with a full deck... and the dealer holds all the face cards. Know when your whipped and when realize when the cards are stacked. The difference between bad luck and a fixed deck are huge. Finally learn from others' mistakes... dont let this direct you... but sometimes the path is worth taking... just know when its time to turn back. Tried tested and true, by history... what we learn from history is that history repeats itself... meaning occasionally your elders are correct. Occasionally.

In short, take the journey of experience but realize when its time to turn back... or sooner or later, you'll lose sight of the path. Pave your path, but when the going gets rough, realize roads are paved for a reason...

Song of the day:

Natasha Bedingfield - Unwritten

Release your inhibitions.